Singles In Bad Relationship For Men And Women

NOTE: this is inteded for mature people only. if you are underage, ask your parents permission to read this

when i was new to the internet, the first thing i thought about was how the website www.pussy.com would look like. ofcourse when i visited it was a pornographic website. then one website led me to another and another, and i just went on and on looking at naked pictures of women and their naked bodies. it made me feel horny when i saw them and sometimes i would masturbate. i kept falling into this cycle of watching porno videos and pictures that whenever i was alone in my computer and my wife wasn't watching i would go to this porno websites and look at clips of people having sex and it would arouse me. the weird thing was while i was looking at the dirty videos i get horny but then after i masturbated i would feel guilty. so i would say to myself to stop it next time and to be stronger.

but then, as i was checking out my email, i kept wondering in my mind to go visit the porno sites and just take a look.. it wont hurt i said to myself.. its ok, im stronger now.. hahahhaha. again, it happen when i saw the new pictures i would get horny and start to play with myself, soon i was masturbating.. and afterward, i would feel guilty and say to myself, stop it. next time dont do it but guess what... i did it.. so it seemed like i had become addicted to this virtual sex and i felt so weak for doing that.. but also because i know its wrong against God so i wanted to stop it because i didnt want to do that anymore.

so how can you stop this cicle? its not easy stoping because everytime you are alone in your computer and no one is watching you are tempted to do it. thats the reason why im writing this article here right now because im alone and my wife is not at home and im thinking of jacking off watching some porno movie having sex. but instead, i wanted to avoid having to masturbate. i feel it in my balls, this heavy feeling like i want to jack off, but inside me i dont think its right so i dont want to do it. is it the devil telling me to do it? i think it is. its evil in my mind saying to do it, but i know im a good christian and Jesus inside me can make me strong and avoid this obsession. i think that's why im writing this article here, because he has led me here to share with other my story so you can learn from me and know that you are not alone. you are a good man and you can break the cycle of this evil thing you have fallen into. dont be weak, but be strong my brother. i know you can do it. i know its not easy cuz you're probably thinking... ahh. this dude is crazy.. but deep inside you know im right. its not good to be watching porn and masturbating.. it would be much better to do it the natural way, with a woman.. like God intended. so instead of sitting down in your computer.. go out and meet a nice woman. there's nothing more satisfying for a man than to have sexual experience with a woman. if you are married, give all this sexual energy to your wife,, that's what she is there for, to share your sexual expiriences.. if you are still single. go out and look for a wife, if you are underage,, hmmm, well, you're probably guessing what im going to say huh? GO DO YOUR HOMEWORK!!!! hahaha, listen, i was a teen before, and i know how horny you are when you are a teenager. but its not healthy for you to be masturbating. it affects your lungs. how? well, you know when you are masturbating, you have to squeeze your body hard... if you dont beleive me.. next time you masturbate, you'll see.. anywayz, dont focus your life on sex too much.. i know that you feel your body asking for it and your mind keeps reminding you about how good it feels... but you must be strong in your mind and focus on other things other than sex,, once you grow up, you will get to enjoy it with your beautiful wife.. you will be able to have sex, in the morning, afternoon, evening and night.. 2 times a day.. 5 times, 10 times.. as much as you want really.. hahahah.

if you are going through the same situation as i am. i would like to hear your comments. this is interesting subject as many guys fall into this trap with porn and the web. and what are you doing about it.. abvously if you are reading my story here, then you are looking for a way to stop it. if you share your expirience, maybe other can learn from you and we can all help each other.

thanks

UPDATE

hi everyone, thanks for your comments, i've learns so much from you.

just wanted to give you an update.

i am glad to say that i have stopped doing it, i feel stronger now and i am confident that i can't do it.

it was not easy to do, but i want to asure you that you can do it.

next time you are thinking about going to a porn website, do this:

as you start to type the website on your computer, dont finish typing the website, just get up from your computer, and leave the room, drink a glass of water, pray and go outside.. breath the fresh air, stop and think for a minute what you were about to do and you will see you will not have any desire to watch porn agian.

it works